So... it's confusing, it's over much too fast, it's deeply alienating because all capacity for choice and agency have been taken away by the people who designed the systems you live in before your life even began, the goal and outcome are predetermined, there's no capacity to meaningfully connect with others and build community, and the only freedom you have is the choice to disrupt the narrative by abruptly drowning yourself? Bleak...

people told me to get a life... does this count?