⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠟⠋⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠻⣿
⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢺⣿
⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠆⠜⣿
⣿⣿⣿⣿⠿⠿⠛⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠻⣿⣿
⣿⣿⡏⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⣠⣤⣤⣶⣶⣶⣶⣶⣦⣤⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣴⣿
⣿⣿⣷⣄⠀⠀⠀⢠⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⢿⡧⠇⢀⣤⣶
⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣾⣮⣭⣿⡻⣽⣒⠀⣤⣜⣭⠐⢐⣒⠢⢰
⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣏⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡟⣾⣿⠂⢈⢿⣷⣞
⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣽⣿⣿⣷⣶⣾⡿⠿⣿⠗⠈⢻⣿
⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⠻⠋⠉⠑⠀⠀⢘⢻
⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⠟⢹⣿⣿⡇⢀⣶⣶⠴⠶⠀⠀⢽
⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⠀⠀⢸⣿⣿⠀⠀⠣⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡟⢿⣿
⣿⣿⣿⡿⠟⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠹⣿⣧⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡀⣴⠁⢘⡙
⠉⠉⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠙⢿⠗⠂⠄⠀⣴⡟⠀⠀⡃

You Sir, are a true gentleman.

All good buddy, no need for apologies

I am truly sorry for missing that 'bit' in your post, and not even the fact I can t see very well could possibly justify it. Unfortunately all I can offer are my sincere apologies. I am currently experiencing the same issue, and I have no more wish list. By choice, but still.
All the best to you, things can change in a heartbeat even for the better sometimes.

⡄⠄⠘⣿⣏⢳⢰⡍⢀⢴⣼⠁⠂⣶⠡⣡⠃⢀⢇⣾⠨⣸⣿⡄⣿⣿⢀⣿⡿⣿⡿⠐⠅⢠⣿
⢻⠄⣰⣿⣶⣿⣼⡅⡄⡘⣼⢠⣿⡟⠰⣵⣷⠸⣸⣿⠄⣿⣿⠃⣾⣯⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡄⣟⣾
⣇⡇⣿⣷⣍⠉⠻⣷⣯⣿⣯⣸⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡀⡿⣵⢸⣽⣾⣼⢿⣿⣿⠟⢍⣼⣿⣿⣷⣼⣽
⠪⣿⣿⣿⣿⡷⢦⣤⡉⢛⡛⠻⠿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡟⣿⣿⠾⠛⠋⠁⠄⠄⡀⢀⣾⣿⣿⣿⡟⡏⠁
⠄⢳⣻⣿⣿⣿⣮⣝⣛⣛⣶⡤⢀⣀⠜⢿⣿⡎⣒⣀⠄⢐⠶⡿⣖⠛⣋⣿⣿⡿⣿⡿⡵⠄⠄
⠄⠄⡝⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣏⣍⣯⣬⣿⣴⣗⡴⢿⣾⣿⣿⣷⣮⡮⣺⣏⣾⣿⣿⣯⣿⣿⣧⡖⠄⠄
⠄⠄⢻⢻⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣯⠆⣹⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⡾⠻⠄⢀
⠆⡀⠈⣎⢻⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡵⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⠃⠄⠄

what determines the fate of humanity in this world: an invisible being, the law, or the hand of the Lord hovering over the world? However, one thing is for sure, a person has no power even over his will.