forgive english am russian I come to study mechanical engineering at the American University. I am here for some time, and I am very hard to stress. I'm gay, and it's also very hard for me, I'm a man of religion. I will never act to be gay with other men before. but since I'm in America I have 6 weeks with my friend, he's gay, too. He had to show me the American video game, and then we kiss.

We have sex together. I have never so far I have to say about gay mother, because I was very ashamed. As I ♥♥♥♥♥♥ this American boy really good for me, but I feel guilty. I feel extremely guilty, as I begin to orgasm. I feel guilty that I can pick up your phone and call my mother in Russia. I wake her. It's too late to stop, so I finish sex. I am very upset and guilty and crying, so I shout to her: "I ♥♥♥ sex" (in Russian). She said that? I say, "I Am ♥♥♥ sex" and she said, you're done, do not marry an American girl, and I say, "NO I AM ♥♥♥ sex with a man, I'm in the ass, I have to finish in the SAB", and my mother was very angry with me, she will not be afraid, though.

I hang up the phone, and I am very confusing. My friend and he is a very awkward position. I'm guilty and I feel really stupid. I wonder why I was gay with a man? But I still, because he is a jerk feel very good in the American ass