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Over the past year, Oscura and I have navigated a rollercoaster of highs and lows. Our friendship began with the simple act of accepting a friend request, which blossomed into a meaningful connection. We bonded over our shared excitement for the new Crazy Taxi game and enjoyed long walks discussing every detail of its development. These walks weren’t just physical outings; they were moments of deep conversation and connection, reflecting the strength of our bond. It was during these times that I felt we were truly in sync, exploring our passions and enjoying each other’s company.
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Life, however, is rarely straightforward. I faced a significant challenge when an accident left me bedridden, unable to engage in our favorite activities. The inability to continue our walks and gaming sessions created a rift between us. Oscura, finding it difficult to maintain the same level of connection given my new limitations, chose to unfriend me. This decision hit me hard and led to a depressive state that lasted for months. I struggled with feelings of abandonment and worthlessness, and at one point, even considered deleting my accounts to numb the pain.
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The emotional impact of losing Oscura’s friendship was profound. The virtual world, once a source of joy and connection, became a painful reminder of what I had lost. My days were consumed by sorrow, and it took significant time and support to regain my footing. Despite these dark moments, I eventually found the strength to persevere. The journey of healing has been slow, but it has also been a time of introspection and growth, allowing me to appreciate the value of the friendship that was once so meaningful. (NEXT COMMENT)

Reflecting on our time together, I realize that Oscura’s absence has made me value our shared experiences even more. The long walks and animated discussions about Crazy Taxi remain some of my fondest memories. Oscura’s positivity and enthusiasm were a beacon during our time together, and his presence was deeply influential. Even though our friendship faced challenges and ultimately ended, the impact he had on my life is undeniable. His ability to “push p” or push positivity is something I continue to admire. (NEXT COMMENT)

The phrase “you don’t know what you’ve truly lost until you’ve lost it” resonates deeply with me now. Oscura’s departure highlighted the importance of cherishing and nurturing meaningful connections. As I continue my recovery and regain my ability to walk and game for short periods, I hold onto the hope that we might reconnect. Even if our beach walks are shorter than before, I would cherish the opportunity for Oscura to push me in my wheelchair for the rest of the way. I hope this message reaches him and that we can rekindle our friendship, continuing the journey we once began together.

+rep, over this past year both me and Oscar have had our highs and lows. Through accepting my friend request all the way to unfriending me again (-rep) but i still remember both the good and bad times we have had with our long walks together talking about the development of the new crazy taxi game which we have both had high interest in, sadly i got into an accident which cause me to become bedridden and unable to game together or go on our walks so he ended up unfriending me which caused me to go into a depressive state which took months to even consider returning back to my computer at one point i even considered deleting my account to help numb the pain but here i am talking about our great adventures even though i have lost him along the way, you don't know what you've truly lost until you've lost it. Oscura is a thug, truly humble under god and is pushing p, pushing positivity. - (next comment)