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i am retarded - (𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕥𝕒𝕣𝕕𝕖𝕕)
i am NOT low elo - (𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕙𝕚𝕘𝕙 𝕖𝕝𝕠)
i am korean - (𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕜𝕠𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕟)
i am an incel - (𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕒𝕟 𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕝)

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clean your room for BLADEE
make yourself lunch for THAIBOY DIGITAL
study for ECCO2K
brush your teeth for YUNG GUD
drink water for YUNG SHERMAN
exercise for WHITEARMOR
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BigDawgSmoka 31 Dec, 2024 @ 12:43pm 
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Nina 29 Oct, 2024 @ 2:10pm 
make your bed for YUNG LEAN
clean your room for BLADEE
make yourself lunch for THAIBOY DIGITAL
study for ECCO2K
brush your teeth for YUNG GUD
drink water for YUNG SHERMAN
exercise for WHITEARMOR
Airsoft Middle Schooler 24 Aug, 2024 @ 5:55pm 
Remember to always be a true gamer
Dranden 21 Aug, 2024 @ 11:24pm 
make your bed for YUNG LEAN
clean your room for BLADEE
make yourself lunch for THAIBOY DIGITAL
study for ECCO2K
brush your teeth for YUNG GUD
drink water for YUNG SHERMAN
exercise for WHITEARMOR
Caspie 7 Aug, 2024 @ 2:37am 
I have anhedonia, adhd, chronic fatigue, schizophrenia negative symptoms.

I tested various drugs to help me:

Nicotine 4mg (stimulant) - zero effects

Memantine 20mg (NMDA) - zero effects

Rasagiline 3mg (MAO-B inhibitor) - zero effects

Modafinil 200/400mg (stimulant) - sometimes gives something useful, sometimes nothing

St John Wort (antidepressant) - zero effects

SSRI - zero effects, sexual dysfunction

low dose aripiprazole (antipsychotic) - zero effects

biperiden - zero effects

bupropion - stopped it early because of tachycardia

caffeine - zero effects


The effect of modafinil is weak or non existant.

What should I try next?