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Happy new year 2018!

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Pretty similar age to you (16 rn, gonna be 17 soonish) and had a relatively similar story to you a couple years back. Got sucked into the whole anti-SJW "there are only 2 genders ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥" when I was like, 10ish (not even super deep into it necessarily, just watching people like Hunter Avallone back when he was still doing that whole anti SJW conservative shtick and being too young to really grasp it beyond "wow, those insert marginalized group heres sure are unreasonable), and I think there were 2 things that combined to get me out of that hole.
The first of them was having a nonbinary classmate in 6th grade and realizing "oh hey these people can just be chill", admittedly making a lot of hurtful comments that I didn't understand the full ramifications of but generally trying to be supportive.

Honestly kinda surprised they put up with me in retrospect, if I was in their position I would've stayed the hell away from me. But the second thing, I'd argue the one that really made me internalize "hey, being queer is perfectly fine lol, the people you were watching a couple years ago were just ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ and you got sucked into their vortex" was joining this one discord server around a month into the pandemic. This server was largely comprised of queer people, and I quickly took a liking to the server while also learning about what it's actually like being gay/trans/etc. Hell, that pride month I even realized "oh, I'm bisexual, lol." Honestly joining that server was probably the single most important thing that happened to me during the pandemic, even if I don't really keep in touch with most of the people there anymore and just lurk.

By 2021, most of the game communities that I inhabited were, if not majority trans, still had a sizable contingent of trans members in them (speedrunning, rhythm games, fighting games, precision platformers, hell by this point celeste had been my favorite game of all time for well over a year), and I was kinda acting as the token cis dude who just hung out around all the trans girls. The grungler, if you will. I think the majority of my friends were already queer by this point. I think this is about when I started questioning "hey, am I even really a boy?"

I'd given the question some thought around 2020, but ultimately just went "meh, probably" after a bit of introspection and talking about it with my mom, but this was where I actually started giving the question some real thought. I think it took until 2022 for it to really become something that I frequently gave my attention to, and late 2022 especially was when stuff started clicking. Funnily enough I think one of the puzzle pieces was a non-binary friend of mine calling me "the most transbian cis guy of all time", which, in hindsight, yeah LMAO

But I very much remember the one video, hell, the one day, that made me think "OK, I am 100% certain that I'm not cis". It was Leadhead's video explaining how her transition saved her life, and I watched it on November 24th, 2022 (which was Thanksgiving, and this is an important detail).
I'm not a huge Leadhead fan or anything, but I'd watched a video or two by her and thought "hey, she seems pretty cool, I'll watch more", which eventually lead to me watching the transition video. And watching that video inspired probably the single most intense and focused bout of gender questioning I'd had up to that point.

I thought about some aspects of myself that didn't exactly put me as the pinnacle of traditional masculinity (pretty much since I came back to school after the pandemic I noticed that I got along way better with the girls in my classes than the guys, also I'd wanted to grow my hair out for a couple years by this point but my mom would always take it to get cut anyway, generally being unhappy with how I sounded while talking, tho in hindsight this might not have been a gender thing), but I think the final piece of the puzzle was when I went to eat Thanksgiving dinner with family and realized that I really didn't gel with my birthname.

I thought about some aspects of myself that didn't exactly put me as the pinnacle of traditional masculinity (pretty much since I came back to school after the pandemic I noticed that I got along way better with the girls in my classes than the guys, also I'd wanted to grow my hair out for a couple years by this point but my mom would always take it to get cut anyway, generally being unhappy with how I sounded while talking, tho in hindsight this might not have been a gender thing), but I think the final piece of the puzzle was when I went to eat Thanksgiving dinner with family and realized that I really didn't gel with my birthname.

My parents said they were gonna give me the name regardless of if I was born a boy or a girl so I guess that's just tough luck, but I felt a really big disconnect between who [Real Name] was and who I actually was as a person. And here's the kicker: when I tried thinking of names that I DID feel represented me more, they all ended up being more feminine names (Liz, Emma, Kel, and Sara were the ones I initially wrote down, but I still haven't decided on a feminine name yet, most close friends called me Caco before this and still call me Caco now). I reached out to close online friends who I knew would be understanding, talked it out a bit more, and... started playing osu on the drawing tablet that I got as a present (my birthday is November 26th so it tends to double as the day that my extended family celebrates my birthday).

I thought about it a bit more once I finished and ultimately decided on "Girl(?)" as a rough approximation of how I felt and decided I would experiment with she/her pronouns for the time being.
I still didn't decide on an exact label, all I knew was that I was some flavor of not cis. Basically everyone who I told it to was accepting as I expected (the aforementioned non-binary friend was not surprised in the slightest when they found out), and I definitely felt some positive emotions from getting she/her'ed that I didn't really know in my life prior. But the label search continued for a little while, until it, admittedly, met maybe the funniest end possible.

Around June of last year, I was scrolling twitter and saw a tweet that said "is it possible for a mega man boy and a touhou girl to fall in love?" On instinct, without thinking about it whatsoever, I QRTed it to say "I'm both of them at the same time." Within the night I was typing up my genderfluid coming out tweet. I still cannot believe that THAT was the final puzzle piece, like oh my god that's so unserious lmao.

I've settled on this label for a year and some change, but over the past month or so have been thinking a lot about if I'm genderfluid or just an out and out trans girl considering that when talking with close friends I basically always feel pretty fem (I think the one thing that's made me feel masc in the past month ish was that Joey Valence and Brae album). It's been kinda rough, since I'm not really out to anyone I know in public yet and I'm not really able to present fem for a good while (most of the people at my school kinda suck + parents handling stuff like haircuts so I'm just waiting until I'm done high school and in uni to properly go through with transitioning), but I'll thug it out.

To slightly paraphrase an old indie folk song, "I am gonna make it through these years if it kills me." Can't wait until I can leave this chapter in my life behind and be who I know I really am rather than what I need to be.
Wow, this ramble went on way the ♥♥♥♥ longer than I anticipated. I don't even know why I wrote all this, I just got done writing a 2500 word paper for English like an hour ago and I instantly decided to start churning this out. Why did I even write all this?
Sidenote I love your look, you're really pretty!!!

stay hiding in spawn bossman

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your mom got owned

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-playing trolldier on a zero gravity UGC server
-starts focusing and taunting on me for no reason
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im not sure if youre psychologically suitable for this game bro

also, "sex icon" what the ♥♥♥♥?

-rep, says that people are on spectrum while he is leeching off a medic GF and bully people off too, pretty much sold himself out

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Do you still play TF2?

I'd be interested in doing a good offer (keys/paypal/btc) on your backpack if you're interested. Feel free to add me :D!

Have a nice day :luv:

Not a bot, reputation is on my backpack tf : )

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bro trying to leech a dom off of pocketing snipers as a vax medic and saying I'm on the spectrum? honestly pathetic

mad?

I'm a dom and I love cute femboys they are the absolute best :3 I'm happy to be social and talkative to anyone who wants to, just gimme an invite and I'll get around to accepting it, but, please try and be interesting - or not utterly silent/a friend collector.

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Friendly Guy !!! ❤️
We can be friends for future games ^_^


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you have a profile picture that's asking for it buddy

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hello mate, can you send me friend request? I have something for you

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Call 911 I hurt his feelings

ez rage quit

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