auspicious_aardvark25
Todd   Kansas, United States
 
 
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auspicious_aardvark25 3 Kas 2024 @ 18:50 
POV: Last Day of School have ended and you know very well that you won't see your classmates again.
auspicious_aardvark25 3 Kas 2024 @ 18:50 
we’ve been through so much…
So many travels and so many memories put together so perfectly in this window of time..

I believe you’ve fallen out of love with me. Your words over the past week have cut me deep and left wounds I don’t know how to heal right now. Your absence and distance is even louder.
I feel left and abandoned, holding up what once used to be our shelter. A shelter we held together and called home.
Night after night, I toss and turn wondering when the overwhelming tightness in my chest will subside.
When I find myself alone, I break down uncontrollably into tears. I feel completely helpless in losing you.
I try to hold myself together around others but inside, the pain is suffocating me.
Oh, the way you’ve drifted..
I don’t know where you are anymore..
I wish you’d come back home.
How terribly I want to feel your love again..
To repair this shattered heart you’ve left behind.
I watch you so far away,
As I lay in the ruins of what once was.
auspicious_aardvark25 3 Kas 2024 @ 18:50 
No emotion. No reasoning. No explanation..
You ripped me out of your life like a stained page in a book.
You left me in your wake..
My mind is plagued and I’m left trying to find reason in your betrayal.
I’m tired.
I’m tired of the spiraling thoughts in my head that always circle back to ‘why?’
I would rather you scream and yell, telling me you hate me.
An exacerbation of emotions would be better than this cold void you’ve left me in.
Your everything and more?
You snapped your fingers and now i’m a distant memory.
auspicious_aardvark25 3 Kas 2024 @ 18:47 
Life, a voyage across tempestuous seas, alternates between anchoring us firmly and granting wings to our aspirations. In this tumult, a measured pace toward our goals surpasses hasty sprints that risk missteps. Embrace reciprocity—a timeless principle—extending kindness as you wish to receive it, and steadfastly counter malice with benevolence.
auspicious_aardvark25 3 Kas 2024 @ 18:47 
another summer down the drain sigh
auspicious_aardvark25 3 Kas 2024 @ 18:46 
This person who really mattered to me fell of a ladder I was there and heard it he got rush to the hospital and I went to my computer and Search sad lofi and I found this and book marked it and I always see it and think of him thank you so much