i try to game, when i was 5 i was in a bad car accident, since then i have been paralyzed to a vegetable state. I am seen as a out cast to my classmates. I am constantly made fun of. I have severe depression and i have tried to end it many times by drowning myself in the bathtub because i can not move my arms or legs. I am trying to save money to get surgery to get some mobility back. However in the car crash my mom died with my baby brother who she was pregnant with. With the significant heavy hurt heart after my dad had from drinking and driving leaving to the death and my condition he hung himself. I currently live with my grandparents. However, it is not a happy ending my grandma suffers from alzheimer's and is on the downfall, my grandpa is in a nursing home currently dying. Update * July 27th 2021 Grandpa died :( **Update #2 August 31st 2021 Grandma has passed away. I am currently moving to my aunt and uncles, my aunt is a meth and coke head, my uncle works so hard to feed us and keep a roof over our head but since he is under educated since he decided to drop out at the age of 14, McDonald's doesn't pay well. I am currently the age of 17. Thank you for the Read it means a lot.