: I watch LCD screen but i dont see it...Pictures of me and AlkoS winning a Eastern European pub games with ease still render while pupils of my eyes dilate.I can almost feel it , warmth and laughter as we slay russians with out 4k play.None of that is real , days and days have passed , i become anxious and nervous while i wait day Volvo gives new patch so we play together again.I refresh steam page every minute just to see if 6.85 has came out....Life has no point.I ask him again for a game , but i already know the answer.Tears came pouring down my face as Gaben annouces valve wont patch dota anymore as they make Half-life 3...End is near , cry is given...Is there a way out of this cluster of reality dreams?I watch our old replays just to see the synergy , the automated plays we always do.Its done...life is over....alkos pls go game

(c) Ludyo