buddy is him +rep

To dream the impossible dream
To fight the unbeatable foe
To bear with unbearable sorrow
To run where the brave dare not go

To right the unrightable wrong
To love pure and chaste from afar
To try when your arms are too weary
To reach the unreachable star

This is my quest to follow that star
No matter how hopeless, no matter how far
To fight for the right without question or pause
To be willing to march into hell for a heavenly cause

And I know if I'll only be true to this glorious quest
That my heart will lie peaceful and calm
When I'm laid to my rest

And the world will be better for this
That one man, scorned and covered with scars
Still strove with his last ounce of courage
To fight the unbeatable foe
To reach the unreachable star

On the envelope... The name was on it...

I got a letter... The name of the envelope said "____"

It's ridiculous. Couldn't possibly be true.

That's what I keep telling myself.

So then why am I looking for her...?

"I know what you are... I know why I needed you... But it's all over now... I don't need you anymore..."

Death is tragic, but life is miserable...

Wise men say
"Only fools rush in"
But I can't help
Falling in love with you

Shall I stay?
Would it be a sin
If I can't help
Falling in love with you?

Like a river flows
Surely to the sea
Darling, so it goes
Some things are meant to be

Take my hand
Take my whole life, too
For I can't help
Falling in love with you

The road I have traveled on
Is paved with good intentions
And littered with broken dreams
That never quite came true

When all of my hopes were dyin'
Her love kept me tryin'
She does her best to hide
The pain that she's been through

When she cries at night
And she doesn't think that I can hear her
She tries to hide
All the fear she feels inside
So I pray this time
I can be the man that she deserves
'Cause I die a little each time
When she cries

She's always been there for me
Whenever I've fallen
When nobody else believes
She'll be there by my side
I don't know how she takes it
Just once I'd like to make it
Then there'll be tears of joy
That fill her lovin' eyes

When she cries at night
And she doesn't think that I can hear her
She tries to hide
All the fear she feels inside
So I pray this time
I can be the man that she deserves
'Cause I die a little each time
When she cries

Don't think sorry's easily said
Don't try turning tables instead
You've taken lots of chances before
But I ain't gonna give anymore
Don't ask me
That's how it goes
'Cause part of me knows what you're thinking

Don't say words you're gonna regret
Don't let the fire rush to your head
I've heard the accusation before
And I ain't gonna take any more
Believe me
The sun in your eyes
Made some of the lies worth believing

I am the eye in the sky
Looking at you
I can read your mind
I am the maker of rules
Dealing with fools
I can cheat you blind
And I don't need to see any more to know that
I can read your mind

Don't leave false illusion behind
Don't cry, I ain't changin' my mind
So find another fool like before
'Cause I ain't gonna live anymore believin'
Some of the lies while all of the signs are deceiving

And I always find, yeah, I always find something wrong
You been puttin' up with my sh!t just way too long
I'm so gifted at finding what I don't like the most
So I think it's time for us to have a toast...

Run away from me, baby
Ah, run away
Run away from me, baby
Run away
When it starts to get crazy
Then run away
Babe, I got a plan, run away as fast as you can...

Never was much of a romantic
I could never take the intimacy
And I know I did damage
'Cause the look in your eyes is killing me
I guess you knew of that advantage
'Cause you could blame me for everything
And I don't know how I'ma manage
If one day, you just up and leave...

Well, hello there
My, it's been a long, long time
How am I doin'?
Oh, I guess that I'm doin' fine
It's been so long now and it seems that
It was only yesterday
Gee, ain't it funny how time slips away

How's your new love
I hope that he's doin' fine
I heard you told him
That you'd love him till the end of time
Well you know, that's the same thing
That you told me
Seems like just the other day

Gee, ain't it funny how time slips away

Gotta go now
Guess I'll see you around
Don't know when, though
Never know when I'll be back in town
But remember what I tell you
That in time, you're gonna pay
And it's surprising how time slips away...

"I never asked you to do all of that for me."

.........

You can't replace me...

On the 15th of June I like to believe that God, Himself descended from His Throne and came to Earth and dealt with my problem Himself. He answered my prayer.

Thank you, Lulu

You’re a real G you know that

These are all good friends.

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I won't be back 'til the end of summer, will you still be there?
I won't give up on you, darling, just tell me that you carе.

I don't need no trophies, no cell with a view.
There's nothing I wouldn't give one minute with you...

Some things never change... Despite my best efforts... Some things aren't for changing... Some people.. Don't care... Some people just... I spent all that time believing all the lies, to keep that deluded dream alive... God will not make me forget, but I trust He will help me move on......

I saw you dancing in a crowded room
You look so happy when I'm not with you
But then you saw me, caught you by surprise
A single teardrop falling from your eye

You could've asked me why I broke your heart
You could've told me that you fell apart
But you walked past me like I wasn't there
And just pretended like you didn't care

I made you think that I would always stay
I said some things that I should never say

Girl, take me back 'cause I wanna stay
Save your tears for another
I realize that I'm much too late
And you deserve someone better

Save your tears for another day
Save your tears for another.

I'm all out of hope
One more bad break could bring a fall
When I'm far from home
Don't call me on the phone to tell me you're alone
It's easy to deceive
It's easy to tease, but hard to get release

I spent so much time
Believing all the lies to keep the dream alive
Now it makes me sad
It makes me mad at truth for loving what was you.

Did you get what you wanted...? In the end...?

Nothing seems worth anything anymore...

I wanted nothing but the best for you. For you to feel valued, appreciated, and loved... But... My efforts were for nothing...

Everything I said... I did... What was all of it for...?

I hope you are happy, at least...

"Come now Alice, it's only a dream."

"It's not a dream, it's... a memory. And it makes me sick!"

"Forget it! Abandon that memory, it's unproductive. Go... To Wonderland."

"I can't... I'm trapped... In my past."

"No, Alice! Discard that delusion. Forget it. Go to Wonderland."

"I'd rather not, Doctor. My Wonderland's shattered. It's dead to me. Wonderland is destroyed! My mind is in ruins!"

Being in denial and refusing to accept reality for what it is truly hurts me. A victim of emotional abuse.. Even physical to a degree... And yet, somehow, I am the bad person. Everything I said back then, I meant it. You were everything to me.

I will move on, I must.

But I still remember your birthday, still have photos of you in my gallery, I still think about our old conversations and my heart skips a beat whenever I hear your name.

Happy birthday to me... Do you remember what I had done for you...? I am alone now.

I am haunted by restless nights and endless nightmares of the past... My guilty conscious is heavy on my mind... Although, I did nothing wrong...

"But you didn't kill her...?"

In my heart, I did.

It's hard to say. But they knew exactly what they were doing to you. They knew exactly how much it was going to hurt. How much it was going to bring you down. And what's even harder to swallow is the fact that they knew, and yet they still went along with it. Some people don't care and act as if it never happened.

One day... One day, you're gonna wake up, eat your breakfast, brush your teeth, go about your business... Then, sooner or later... You're gonna realize you haven't thought about it... None of it... And that's the moment you realize... You can forget...

One day...

Deep down I truly and sincerely hope that you know I never wanted any of this for you...

I hope you know that.

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger, and that feels so rough
No, you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that, though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know.

REAP WHAT YOU SOW.

You wait a couple months then you gon' see, you'll never find nobody better than me.

I know I fantasize
Although I don't even mind
If you're good for me
Then I'm good for you
And that's all I need
In my life.

He cannot be, she cannot be, they cannot be changed, but keep on praying... Goodbye.

My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you...

I tried... In the end... I did...

You were in my dreams, again.

How does it end, for me...? Have I not been good? I know I am not selfish.

No one can dare say I did not try... Because I did. And I did my best.

Don't let yourself be fooled by her innocent demeanor!

The less I know, the better...