I think I was made to be black.

Ok so, ever since recently, I've been very invested in the culture of the African-American species such as rap music (Tay-K, King Von, NBA Young-Boy, etc.), gang life, dreads, durags, being criminals, sagging pants, being cool, saying ♥♥♥♥♥, etc. Sometimes when I talk then I subconsciously put on the accent of a hood black boy and everyone says I'm forcing it which bothers me because I am not. I also want dreads but my hair is straight and it is hard for me to get dreads so I bought some durags and settled with waves. My mom tells me to stop wearing them and they won't do anything to my hair so I told her to trust the process. I never listen to anything other than gangster rap music, not like the other white people in my middle school who all listen to Pop and Country (sigh). As for saying nïgga, most people told me in my previous post that it's not racist to say ♥♥♥♥♥ if I don't say it with an R, so I will continue to say nïgga.

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