https://youtu.be/KgmoMO66uPg?t=11646

the games are mine

I'm 17 and in high school.
There's this cute girl who I'm sure likes me and I like her too. The way she looks at me and talks to me it's obvious.
But I just can't bring myself to ask her out. Every time I almost do it but I just can't. I never thought I'd be afraid of rejection but I guess I am.

ill tell you here
why am i so mad
well
i've been recently looking over some of our stream footage on youtube
specifically lastcodycast
i know they shouldnt get to me and all that ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
but what they did is unacceptable
im not "still mad about it"
but after seeing the full story (I joined the call near the end)
what they did is unacceptable
let me make this crystal clear
it is my full intent to gain power
so much power
own and do what i please
and destroy anyone who stands in my way
this is the farthest away from a bit i will ever be
someday
i will personally destroy every one of those ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ utterly and thoroughly destroy them
for ever daring to mock me or any of you
they do not contribute to literally anything
so they are worthless
and they must be purged from this earth

ill tell you here
why am i so mad
well
i've been recently looking over some of our stream footage on youtube
specifically lastcodycast
i know they shouldnt get to me and all that ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
but what they did is unacceptable
im not "still mad about it"
but after seeing the full story (I joined the call near the end)
what they did is unacceptable
let me make this crystal clear
it is my full intent to gain power
so much power
own and do what i please
and destroy anyone who stands in my way
this is the farthest away from a bit i will ever be
someday
i will personally destroy every one of those ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ utterly and thoroughly destroy them
for ever daring to mock me or any of you
they do not contribute to literally anything
so they are worthless
and they must be purged from this earth

can i say one ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ godforsaken thing whithout the entirity of you stupid ass dumbass fatass jackass ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ganging up on me to devalue everything and anything i ever do no matter what it may be in any way no matter how hard i work on it and how many nights of pain and suffering and stress and torment i have to deal with, using your ♥♥♥♥♥♥ usually made up evidence just to make your ♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ joke? I know your going to have to respond to this with some witty comeback to further prove how awful and pathetic i am at everything. jesus ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ christ give me a ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ break for one ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ second of one ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ day