And then steven comes, feeling that something is missing from him, what would be his mother's presence, but ... and me? Many may think it's grace and I want attention, but I want the attention of happiness, not people, make them happy because I do not want them to feel my pain and what I do ... and you still think What is attention? Come feel in the skin mine what is almost being in the depression and never getting happy! Some make me laugh, but they will not make me happy, these people are: gustavo, pedroxis, leticia and leo, but what else exists in me but the crying child and the purple man killing me all the time? What sets me apart from this child is that I never become a spirit. I already thought about killing myself, but I think you would miss me, and I do not want you to feel my pain, and worst of all, I do not have a solution and no one gave me an idea how not to suffer, so what do I do?