[She/Her/Ella]

Thanks to life for collapsing me as soon as I got up.
Thank you for rocking me sweet dreams and ideals to finally give me taste so that I can move forward so that I fall from higher.
Thank you for making me a warrior who loves beauty and finds only the magnificent which she destroys to shreds.
Thank you for making me believe that it's worth it to better show me the inconsistency, even when certain of being run in I let myself be convinced to trust and find myself stuck in my own trap, hard to realize that this- there is his own executioner.
Happiness certainly exists in my experience and it is all the more cruel because it resides only in memories soiled and marred by time.
The time that can seem so endless and suddenly turns around in a fraction of a second just to remind me that everything is turning back to dust.


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"I hurt myself today, (...) everyone I know goes away in the end, (...) you could have it all, my empire of dirt, I will let you down, I will let you hurt."

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