The feeling's fair, I keep fighting 'til my dreams are there
Fighting 'til my dreams are there.
Kan inte stanna varken le eller dö
Som om jag fastnat i en rondell.
Känns som att le för första gången
Det var så mörkt du ville ha det i färg.
Held a gun to my head, I know I should have shut my eyes
Now that I’m not buying pills, everything is hard to find.
If I ever leave I won't come back and I won't look back again.
I'm tryin' hard, stay out of problems, now I only got problems with myself.
I can't be a role model, my life's nothing to dream about.
All the things you said, all the things you said
Don't wanna see you cryin'.
And I don't know much 'bout the truth
But I know that the truth will one day set you free
I never said the same for you but I can say the same for me.
I fell for you like a cliff, wishing well, take a seat
Love in my heart but it's a sad song.
I feel like hurtin', feel like slaying, I'm a searcher at work.
I'm the riddle, I'm the joker, I'm the wildcard in the middle
I can't even explain this ♥♥♥♥, yeah, my life a cartoon.
Cuts in my arm, here I go make secrets.
I’m trying hard
Just to stay out of trouble
But I got troubles on my mind.
Broken heart
I wanna see the light
Light, light, light, I wanna see the light.
Black sky, all I see is terror.
A martyr, I'm a jester and a mad man when I retire.
It's a good day, I can't really feel no sorrow.
When I speak, yeah, they listen i feel like a pastor.
S-s-so crazy, for me the way I understand
Gamble with my life like it's all a bet, man
I have my ups, I have my downs
It's in my DNA, it's in my crown
Hearing colors and I'm seeing sound
She said she want me back but I'm not too fine.
You think you seen hell, but you don't know what hell's like.
The moths eat my brain, the moths eat my brain
I stand corrected.
My brain brain brain, in my brain brain brain
Is my brain brain brain okay?
I just wanna walk out of this earth because
I don't want the pain anymore
I just wanna walk out of this world cos
I let everybody down anyway
I don't wanna take care of it all
I still smile but I know that I'm not okay
I just wanna rip my flesh out and leave cos
I'm tired of myself anyway
I just wanna walk out of this earth because
I don't want the pain anymore.
I don't wanna be anything.
Viskar du till mig
Finns ingen som du
Ingen som du.
I tried to pretend that I care, but I don't care at all.
There are some things that I cannot say
There are some things I would take to the grave
I might just lose it any day
My minds a ticking bomb it is not safe
I might just lose it any day
All I see, bullsht every day
All I see, bullsht every where.
You don't care about the things I say or do but
You only care when I'm gone.
Lay me down, lay me down to sleep oh, oh
I've been down, down many weeks oh, oh.
I'm freak, get with me.
Sometimes I'm cruel and evil, you tell me.
I don't wanna feel like I'm not worthy.
In this land of lies and desert, you're the only seed I see.
Smile 'cause I have to, smile 'cause you wanna
Live 'cause you want to, but I don't
Breathe 'cause you have to, I don't care at all.
Life is a playground, play with my gravestone.
I can't get you out of my head
Get you out of my head, get you out of my head.
I'm almost at the edge, I need remedies.
Watch my body fall off a cliff as I slit my wrists.
Put the knife to your mouth like the Joker, make you smile.
I hear voices, I see signs, cannot let it go to my head.
All they do is hate, cause they can't understand me.
When I'm afraid I'll lose my mind
It's fine, it happens all the time.
I'm crazy and I know I am.
So many times I realized
What I seek for is right in front of my eyes.
Smile 'cause I have to, smile 'cause you wanna. Live 'cause you want to, but I don't. Breathe 'cause you have to, I don't care at all.