"Before I came here...
Before I got into the situation that led me to all of you, do you have any idea what I did?
I did nothing...I've never done a single thing.
I had all that time, all that freedom...
I could have done anything, but I never did a thing.
And this is the result! What I am now is the result!
All of my powerlessness, all of my incompetence, is the product of my rotten character.
Wanting to accomplish something when I've never done anything
...goes beyond the limits of arrogance!

At heart,
I'm just a small, cowardly, filthy piece of trash, who's always worried about how others see me.
And nothing...Nothing about me has changed!
I knew it all along. That all of it was my fault...I'm the lowest of the low.
I absolutely hate myself..."