I want to ♥♥♥♥ Ayunda Risu. Probably more than any other person on the entire planet. I'm not even exaggerating. I would be legitimately impressed if ever there were someone more ♥♥♥♥♥ for Ayunda Risu than I am. I have masturbated to nothing but Ayunda Risu for the past year or so. She is the most ♥♥♥♥♥♥ thing I've ever laid eyes upon. I fantasize about ♥♥♥ with her even when I'm not ♥♥♥♥♥. From gentle lovemaking to rough ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥, I've run through every fantasy possible hundreds of times. I genuinely cannot stop thinking about her. I feel immense anger whenever someone on /vt/ proposes that she has a boyfriend or girlfriend or whatever, it hurts me more than anyone not in the same situation as me can possibly comprehend. The thought of someone who isn't me defiling Ayunda Risu is genuinely worse than the thought of my entire family getting murdered. Her ♥♥♥♥♥♥ should be reserved specifically for MY ♥♥♥♥♥, and her womb for MY sperm! I don't want that! I don't want her to find another guy! I want her to have feelings only for me! Even after she graduates I want her to hold me in her heart for a long time! I have fapped to almost every piece of ♥♥♥♥♥♥ Ayunda Risu art multiple times. My obsession with her is far beyond unhealthy at this point, it's genuinely debilitating. The worst part is that I know she hates people like me, and would be disgusted if she knew about me. Even worse, I get off to it. The idea of her looking at me with absolute disgust is so ♥♥♥♥♥♥ that I'm full erect as I type this. None of you deserve to call yourselves Risuners since none of you ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ love her nearly as much as I do.