who cut your wings, my angel?

who ripped your dreams away today?

who brought you to your knees to humiliate you?

and who caged your soul, love?


let me heal you, life.

let me give you all my love..

angel...

angel, angel of love...

don't abandon yourself...

don't break down, love...

who tied your hands, tied desire?

who killed your laughter, killed your god?..

who bled your hands and your creed?..

why did you allow it, angel of love?..

let me heal you, life...

let me give you all my love..

angel...

angel, angel of love...

don't give up on yourself..

don't fall apart, love..

angel...

angel, angel, I give you my love...

open your wings...

let your dreams fly...

angel...

we are sand and sea...

don't give up on yourself...

don't fall apart, love...

angel...

angel, angel, I give you my love

open your wings

let your dreams fly

angel of love

(but my love, don't ever fall apart)

angel of love

(but my love, don't ever fall apart)

angel of love...

walking on the cold winter night somewhere
around nowhere,
then slowly feeling alike vanishing away,
the curtain above of shining stars,
as the fog grows heavier,
using the wind as an excuse,
soon feeling my head rolling downstairs,
then feeling so many cynical looks,
sweeping me away,
knowing somehow that by the end of the day,
each and everyone of them shalt fade away.

and then i think to myself:
everything is escaping from my hands,
like sand and water sliding through my fingers,
one step at a time as i look back,
to see how my traces start to fade away from the ground,

out if myself ,inbetween the astral plane,
and conciouss mind itself,not feeling the need,
to enter back again,out from within,
lost in an unkown place,
withouth the need to return back,


then when opening my eyes,finding myself
over a balcony,
a celestial being helding my head within hands,
putting it back to my shoulders,
meanwhile hearing the words to find,
myself once the soul detaches from the body,
and how it is invisible attached connected to my heart,

out there in nowhere,releasing the threads,
holding me together,and feeling how the night was coming to an end,
how the first warm sunrays showing out,
over the horizon,
feeling now that it was time,
to return the steps back to the road,
to re-draw the missing traces and pieces,
asking this being about if love exists around there?,
then i hear nothing else but the echo of my own voice as an answer back,


then soon finding my pathway back,
now re-knotting al the loosened threads,
finding a way back to my ordinary self,
towards the first steps where my night travel have started hours after,losing within the amount of time i have spended in there...

Winter solstice dawns,
Longest night, darkness prevails,
Embracing the chill.

The moon, a beacon,
Casting shadows on the snow,
Whispers of solace.

Stars twinkle brightly,
Guiding lost souls through the dark,
Hope in the abyss.

The air, crisp and cold,
Breathing life into the still,
Silent, longing night.

Time slows to a crawl,
As shadows dance in moonlight,
Yearning for the dawn.

In this barren night,
Seeds of dreams begin to sprout,
Awaiting rebirth.

Winter solstice, hushed,
Nature's slumber deepens now,
Peaceful, tranquil rest.

Yet within these depths,
A fire burns with fierce desire,
Yearning for rebirth.

As the night unfolds,
We embrace the longing dark,
Seeking inner light.

For in the solstice,
We find strength to persevere,
Hope in darkest times.

So let the night be,
A canvas for dreams to bloom,
In winter solstice.

"you come with the wind,
and iluminate my soul,
i have wished for it and waited for it,
i have not forgotten you,

why did you suddently left?
but tonight i am saluting you,
remembered,
for ever,
for ever beloved,

the flowers i brought today to your grave,
are only for you,i can feel you close by,
as if you wore here aside me,

lets celebrate!
lets remember!
in every heart beat ,you are with me,
the memories, that surround us,
every time my lungs sigh,
you are still here with me,

when our hearts wish for remembrance,
let us remember!
when your heart feels hurt as well your soul,
let us celebrate the love!

in every time my heart beats,
you are always here by my side,

listen to the sound!
guide yourself from where my voice calls your name,
fly and hover slow,
i remember your melody the last time we wore together...


lets celebrate!
lets remember!
in every heart beat ,you are with me,
the memories, that surround us,
every time my lungs sigh,
you are still here with me,

when our hearts wish for remembrance,
let us remember!
when your heart feels hurt as well your soul,
let us celebrate the love...of life.."



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Oh jack-o'-lantern man...
We will see who's laughing then..
Someday when push comes to shove
We will see who's laughing then

Oh jack-o'-lantern man...
If you could see the rage inside of me..
I could cut my veins and drown you in the flames..
And I'd know, I'd know...
I would know ecstasy...

And I was only seventeen..
Stir the blood spill the seed...
Psilocybin all the time..
Dirty water spill the wine...
The birds outside, they never stop...
Shut the window call the cops....

Oh jack-o'-lantern man...
I wanna see that smile turn cold surprise..
We will see who's laughing then...
When I piss in your hollow eyes...

I wanna drown you ,
like a kitten in the sink

I wanna see you bleed amethyst..
Oh jack-o'-lantern man...
We will see who's laughing then...
with a skull full of piss...

And I was only seventeen...
Stir the blood spill the seed...
Psilocybin all the time...
Dirty water spill the wine...
The birds outside, they never stop...
Shut the window call the cops.

And I was only seventeen,
Stir the blood spill the seed,
Psilocybin all the time,
Dirty water spill the wine,

Kenneth Anger colored dreams,
Underwater hide the screams,
The birds outside, they never stop,
Shut the window call the cops...